So Many Thoughts I Just Don’t Know Where To Start. Or Finish

I really use to be good at blogging. A fresh post damn near daily but  right around the time I found twitter I found out my brother-in-law had been both reading and feeling a certain way about my post. I felt like I couldn’t be myself because he found it offensive. My thoughts,  he found offensive that’s hilarious. So anyways, I never really fully recovered although I have probably posted more in the last few days then I have in the last few months. What’s really shocking is almost every night I attempt a post. I pull my thoughts together and then can’t finish or drive myself crazy thinking about a title and then get frustrated and sometimes losing interest in the topic all together. Like my last post “Times Up”. That was suppose to be one thought and then it branched out too much for me to want to deal with.  Tonight no fresh ideas for a post but lots and lots of thoughts.

TOP TEN

#10 Times Up – An explanation from yesterday. At the moment I was thinking of this “non-relationship/friendship/long distance dating thing” as you can see I can’t even identify what’s going on and that’s just a little annoying. And as usual, he called and then I was blushing all over the place.  Then I got to thinking about how I think I’ve reached my potential with this company at the moment. I have my eye on a position that won’t be available for a few years and when it’s available it’s mine. Time is also up for my first place in San Diego. I’m outgrowing the place and  need some hard surface floors asap a little more room would be nice too.

#9. I keep telling myself I’m going to get a part-time job. What’s the hold up.

#8. I have stopped talking with pretty much every guy that has been interested in me. I hope this is not in vain. I feel like an idiot for being partially devoted. Especially when I wake up to chilly mornings and I don’t have to.

#7. My sister has just started a blog. I bet she’s embarrassed now. But since I know you are reading check out Minus The Bars.  

#6. I will find somewhere to go and someone to go with in this dress if I have to.

#5. This was almost a draft post.

Go

2 Comments ↓

2 Comments on “So Many Thoughts I Just Don’t Know Where To Start. Or Finish”

  1. Speaking Of Reality November 15, 2011 at 11:03 pm #

    His fat ass!! Just be yourself and damn anyone that don’t like it. I love your posts and love the realness that shines through. I’m a struggling blogger but find it very therapeutic and fun at the same time. I have dozens of drafts myself and billions of thoughts but often times find it hard to put on paper. You keep doing what you are doing sissie…I got yo back! Keep them coming, I love em! Love ya sissie!

  2. Talulazoeapple November 16, 2011 at 8:52 am #

    Sometimes when I struggle with a title, Ill split up my opening sentence e.g. with a “. . .” the words before the “. . .” are the title and the rest the first sentence of the post.

    The best way to get over writer’s block is to wrtite. Doesnt matter if it doesnt make sense at first/ Editing always comes afterward.

    You got a cool blog chica dont sweat the small stuff.

    AND if BIL cant stand the heat he knows what he can do – get a life and STOP reading YOUR blog.

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